I remain in the anger stage of loss.
My life would have been vastly different had I know differently. Never bad, not morally, as I have innate integrity but there would have been an unbridled energy to play uninhibited. I am, and always will be, a playful soul. I would have laughed and played in great stretches were I my own.
Angry, because the world lost the love and laughter of one gay soul ---- though I know there are countless others.

